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Hikari's Realm

Journal of Astraia Hart

This journal may contain adult concepts.

Created on 2007-12-11 17:08:34 (#14441138), last updated 2008-07-01

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Basic Info

Name:	~Astraia~
Birthdate:	1980-10-07

Bio

This is the journal for Aurora's Hikari, Astraia Hart. Both women are pictured. The one with red and gold (more like fire-ish hair) is Aurora, while the other is me, Astraia.

Facts:
Astraia Hart

Sex: Female

Age: 27

Orientation: Bisexual- at this point.... no real preference anymore

Blonde hair is dark-almost a very light brown but moves to look reddish gold in the winter season. Eyes are blue. two piercings in each ear. 5'1".

History:

Very critical of her appearance and suffers from low self-esteem amoung other things. Aurora came to her back when she was in 6th grade and struggling with her life. She would never stand up for herself until then. After Aurora entered the picture, she slowly grew to be more outspoken, though admits she wishes she could be more so. Her moods fluctuate and have never really been as stable as others might have believed. Suffering through 3 separate sexual assaults (2 by two separate friends and one by her rapist years after the rape) and then being raped repeatedly by a man she was dating, she snapped and tried to end her life. This happened 4 different times before Aurora finally convinced her to knock it off- "If the first 4 times didn't work, then someone is trying to tell you something..."

Astraia enjoys singing and writing and dancing as well as lounging with friends. Though married in real life with 2 daughters, she retreats to those she knows best (and who know her better than anyone as well). She has ended her search for that one female companion to join her under special guidelines set by the rl husband. As much as she feared it may never happen, it has and she feels more complete. Though there are struggles within the situation, she is not yet ready to give it up and she still continues to try. Her new Amour, her husband, and her daughters are her world and she could not imagine life without them.

It is said that she is Aurora's hikari, or light as it were, because when Aurora first came into the picture, she was filled with hate, distrust, and other darker aspects. Together, like yin and yang, they tended to balance each other out. Aurora most likely won't be posting a lot, but she does have a few things to say every now and then...